Daily Archives: December 31, 2006

狗年 2006

过了今天,一切的时间戳都将换成 2007 了。这样一个去旧迎新的关头总是令人充满唏嘘,至少对我来说是这样。在那个难过的本命年里发生了多少不为人知的事情,我一边遗忘一边收拾……来不及处理的,自当丢失。

我不知道自己为何有资格那么乐观,信誓旦旦的昨天转眼成了欲说还休的如今,一切的美好都被我们高估了,现实其实一直都是那么的残酷——这样老生常谈的语调貌似是有点无病呻吟,然而真相就是这样:谁都没有他自己想像中的那么坚强,绝对没有!我也不例外。

也许我还可以感到庆幸,在这个鸡毛鸭血的段落里,结局还不至于那么体无完肤。为不羁付出的代价,也许我有时间去哀悼,但我没时间去后悔。……新年快乐!!!

Linkin Park – Crawling

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can’t seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence
and I’m convinced
that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I can’t seem…